Because it was — it was perfect. I wouldn't have wanted to lose my virginity any other way than on a soft, quiet afternoon in my bed with a man who loves me very, very much. And as much as it breaks Luca's heart, I'm not going to be ashamed of it.
“Oh...oh my god..." Luca murmurs, gaping at me, unblinking. And then he moans, and covers his face with his hands and turns away.