* Fifteen minutes later*I'm pacing my room, my thumb in my mouth as I bit my nails in nerves.
My mind was a storm of worry and regret. I kept replaying the way he looked at me when he recited
my words. He looked like he was in pain and I know he was.
I let out a groan, stopped pacing and flopped on my bed.
I can't help but be angry and disappointed in myself. Today had been the perfect chance to tell Mira,
to officially spill the beans. But instead I had choked up and hurt the only boy who has ever made
my heart thrum.
I buried my face in my hands and let out a loud un-prettily grunt. He had every right to be mad at me
right now. I screwed up.
I lie down on my back and stared at the ceiling, contemplating if to text him now. My belly twisted in
anxiety. Oh God, what if he doesn't answer?
What if he hates me now?
" At least try Bailey. It's the least you can do." I whispered to myself as I pick up my phone and
opened the chat.
I am nervous, terrified and I don't know what to say.
How do I go about this? How do I apologize to someone like Kaleb?
noveldramaA breath pushed out my lips and I find the courage to text him.
Bailey: I'm sorry for earlier. I didn't know what to say in the moment and I didn't think.
My trembling fingers press the send button and I waited with a staggering breath for his reply. My
heart lurches in my throat when I see that he had read the message but after five minutes had goneby without a response I furrowed my brows.
Was he that angry with me?
A bit frustrated that he left me on seen and didn't reply, my thumbs quickly hit the letters.
Bailey: I know you're pretty angry with me right now but I didn't mean those words Kaleb.
I sent it and waited. My eyes glued to the screen.
Seen.
Did he just seen me again without a response?
I sat up and glared at the screen. The worst feeling is having someone purposely ignore you.
Bailey: You know I had to come up with something! Mira took me off guard and I just blurted out
whatever to make her get off our backs.
I sent, waited only to now glare at 'seen' again.
I stood up and scowled. We were not even in a proper relationship yet and he was already giving
me grey hairs.
How frustrating.
My thumbs furiously tap on the screen while I begun to pace the floor.
Bailey: I know your feelings are hurt right now but the least you can do is text me back!
I stopped, huffing as I press a hand to my hip and tapped my foot while glowering at the screen.
A minute goes by without him reading the message but when he does this time, he's typing....My hearts flutters and tingles of some sort rage havoc on my body. I rolled my lips between my
teeth and waited with anticipation.
I am such a wreck of nerves, I flung my phone on the bed and turn around until I heard the soft ping
sound coming from my phone.
I whipped around and quickly snatch the phone, only to furrow my brows at his text.
Kaleb: I'm coming to pick you up in about three hours.
" What?" I whispered.
Bailey: What are you talking about? Where are we going in three hours?
I waited impatiently for him to text back and he surprised me when he did in a few seconds.
Kaleb: On our first date.
As my heart thrust against my chest rapidly he sent me another text that had my fingers shaking.
" I'm going to show you how I will be the only guy on earth you'd ever want to be with."